Posted by: jr1l3y | June 23, 2011

Pain

embrace pain. Healing will come. Don’t wish things were easier; hope and pray to be stronger to deal with adversity. #lifelessons

That was my most recent twitter post tonight. I really hope I can embrace that for myself as I challenge others to heed my own words, I must struggle to heed my own wisdom. It’s no easy endeavor.

It’s a challenge for me to be hopeful. Day after day, healing comes; slowly but surely it comes. What has been heavy on me feels like a lot, but it’s only a couple of what feels like ‘heavy items’. Not having a steady job stinks. Not having steady income stinks. Not having money means I couldn’t do summer school like I would have liked to. Oh well.

yeah, oh well. That’s my response. I can devote time to the things that are meaningful to me. I get to practice trombone. I need to stop sleeping so late everyday so I can workout in the mornings and feel better overall. I get to spend a decent amount of hours in the House of Prayer each week. I’ve been to two Dodger games in the past week. I need to come out of my cave more often, but that means spending money on gas and food and drinks…. I’m digressing. I have time to read for pleasure!!! I have LOTS of time to write. Now, if I can force myself to fall asleep before 2am each night, I’ll be golden!

Day after day, You are faithful
Day after day, You are the same
Day after day, You never let me go
Day after day, and I’m still here.
I have nothing to worry about.

I will write ONE song this summer.

When you’re at the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on!

and I wait…

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